patimusiclover

I hate it cuz unfortunatly it hitted me last week and I could not go home and had to stay at the foster home on halloween night and ofcourse I was mad, I was going to dress up as a zombie and wanted to go to the mall for a competition that was taking place on that night and i could'nt do neither D:<

SORRY GUYS!! cuz i can't finish my contest deviations, cuz i have been removed from my house and now i live in a foster home in Santa Isabel barrio de peñuelas and i have no laptop in there and no photoshop only my pensils and drawing note books, and only for today i came to my granny's hose to visit and tell all my friends this news so yeah maybe i will be able to buy my self a laptop and a wireless and who knows maybe i can make more photoshop drawings, well buh bye you guys

LOVE SUX!! ihate my worthless self, im ugly, fat,


loveless, ignored,made fun at, the fact is that neighter love or care has come to my rescue, nither a man that cares abt me (in a sentimental way) ahhh i some times wish i could just leave this body and fly away like a ghost or some sort of spirit u know be free, cuz for real i have never ever... felt happy or have a real family that could care 4 me and love me, i have been in to 5 homes and those ppl dint quite understood what i went trough, first my mom was a bitch and my brothers where devils in action (and still are)my mom made me her slave i learned to cook when i was 6 years old and i had to cook every day 24/7for 4 hungry ppl, i had to clean, wash clothes, wake up at 4 a.m. andtake a cold shower to prepare my brothers clothes 4 school, wake them up,make them take a shower, dress them up,serve them breakfast, dress my self while they are eating, then go quietly in to my moms room to pick up the keys, and if she wakes up i would probably get my ass kicked almost till death, then leave fast to get my bros to school and then i could finally go to my school, i always got late for school and still i was the best of my class, my teachers knew but keep it a secretcuz the knew if they said something i could get killed by my mom srsly i almost died 3 times.In a mothers day i gave her a pair of shoes that costed me a looot.... and one day she got mad with one of her bfs and kicked my ass and hitted me with the shoes till i bleed, and she never came out of the room well when she needed food or the bathroom, she had sex and dint looked the room i have to clean after that action of hers, condoms everywhere, ahh a nightmare the one year i got revenge and i talked to a social worker and told her everythingg, and i got free well not quite but in 2 years i will be a grown up as my aunt says and i will go to collage and have a car (my grandma is going to buy it for my 19th b-day *3*) well im still miserable cuz the only one who i tink loves me is my granny <3 maita ^^ well im gonna draw if u want to know more abt my life u can contact me this is my, myspace: www.myspace.com/patrimusiclover . wel ttyl   





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well yeah im pretty nervous cuz i have a dance crew, and we are gona apear in a TALENT SHOW!! and bleh im so nervous eeekkk!!! and more cuz im dancing with a guy 0////0 *Wheeeh* lol but im happy abt it cuz my friends are gonna b there 4 mi^^ and so are my foes >_> but i will do better than them *bwajajaja* well atleast im single i don't have to worry abt a gelause bf xD. AHHHHH DANCING ITS SO DAMN GEWD!!! LOLES. >changing the subject< i will have to wait till igo to my granny's house to scan my drawings cuz my web cam isn't helping well i hope u ppl like what i will do in the meantime >3< love ya ATT: Patricia >mizuki<





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i just finishe my OC im so nyappy!!! i just have to scan them >_> hope to finish it on this month ^^ well ill give u a resume of the story, the story is abt a girl named aiko hayashi shes 16 years old shes a kind of emo-punk-goth girl , antisocial (not for long) very very.. sarcastic,she is a poem writer likes to write poems of vampires , death, sins , but never of love cus she has never known that word or felt it ever... her parents sent her to live with her aunt in gloomsville cus they had a reunion (not really),a week after they died in a car accident (suposibly) and she never knew that her parents weren't human 0.o they were actually vampire reapers and left her supernatural powers that she will discover on a halloween night ,but before that hapens she has signs in dreams , she dreams abt skulls,hearts and wings and also vampires. the rest of the story will come with the characters ^^











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